Can i give up when it turns till situation like now? I really hate myself..
I can stand anymore.. I really failed to it le.. I want give up , can ma? Dun
blame me. k? Im too tired to tanggung all this.. Really tired liao.. Very, very
tired.. How i wish it can end up one day...
Talk bout Monday and Tuesday barh.. I noe maybe it's a bit late le..
hahahaha...;D Joan living le.. *sobx* and we bought a cake for her on Monday.. We also give her some present for remembering us ba.. Got one very special de, 'Message in the Bottle'.. I use whole night to fold the star leh.. hehexx.. Many of us cry also.. And i really dono that Tze Jia really can say out something so touching and make me wanna cry out le.. The next day, Joan belanja we makan... She really a good friend.. And
today we got photograph session for 6 A's, 7 A's and 8 A's.... We took with Joan
ause we get 6 A, there are nine of us.. and we took many picture together including formal and unformal.. And every picture look so nice... but i dono y, got some ppl de hand really itchy de boh.. need to kacau kacau and make all the picture get deleted.. when we all heard bout it, we like want to kill that ppl.. D*** la.. How can he do like that..? All our memory eh... Then Sheila decide to let all th 6 A take the pictue again due to Joan.. but the second time de is not so nice loh.. im not really puas hati.. HAIXX!!!! ;( Lastly when Sejarah period , we sing two song for Joan as Last Farewell.. One is 'Peng You' and one is 'Wei Ni Xie Shi'.. Many crying la.. see them crying also feel like crying too.. after that, we teman Joan to her car there.. We really 'shi bu
de'.. but 'FATE', is it? Then when i reach home, i send her some message... then when at 4.00 p.m. like that she got send me one message and say that she's leaving le.. Oh nO!!! I really can't believe she sending me this message and say she's leaving liao.. Dono y, my tears rolled down le.. and start raining liao.. Stupid sia lo.. haixx... *sobxx*
From this time de incident, i learnt something...
*FRIENDSHIP need a long time to built up, but if one of them leave le.. it
become INCOMPLETE.. and finally runtuh liao*So, appreciate wat we have now.. the most precious de, FRIENDSHIP!! ;)
mE,
yInG JyE
I found one scissors that same as teacher de today, and i decide to pay her back.. luckily i can found it at pasar there.. *whew* but after i selesaikan this masalah, u came out one more for me.. ISH!! make me cry whole night because of that trouble.. How am i going to school on Monday? How am i gonna face it? You teach me, CAN? CAN? I noe you CAN'T!!!
* SOMETHING REALLY SUPRISING YOU ALL IS COMING ON MONDAY!! TABAHKAN YOUR HEART AND FACE IT, THIS THE TRUTH!! I WANT THE PERSON TELL YOU ALL, NOT WE THAT NOE TO TELL!!! AS YOUR FRIEND, I ONLY CAN SAY
Me,
yInG JyE
At last, we have done our Science and Maths exhibition... but our experiment failed for many
times... so sia soi.. we still break two beakers.. im busy for the whole morning, carrying all the materials and apparatus from the lab to the hall and from the hall back to the lab.. OMG!!~ So tired.. but i feel very very high today.. hahaxx, cos "HE" talk to me le.. hahaxxx... The first time i saw him is outside the hall and i smile at him.. but he ignore me.. argh, feel a bit sad..;p after that, on my way bring all the thing back to the lab. i saw him again with some of his friend.. he got turn back but he din talk to me.. later he turn back again and he say 'u very busy ho?' OMG!!~ he still smile to me.. *pengsan* he smile so cute larh... *shy shy* hehexxx, so happy la.. and i keep find Ming Ming to tell her this good news.. but i can't found her in the hall..then, later i saw her at canteen, and i talk to her.. Im so high until keep laughing like siao.. but Ming Ming told me something that really suprising her but not me, cos i already noe it long time ago.. the one he admire for four years de guy like someone that we noe very well... she so terkejut lah.. haixxx, kolian leh.. hehehexx... still got one more, Stanley!! He so funny lah... i cannot describe it out cos i dono how to describe, but only is, it really funny!!! xD
i think that's all i want to post eh.. hahaxx.. Really really HAPPY!!! ;P
As u all can see.. our school Science & Math month is on April.. Every teacher that get involved hope all form 4 science side class can take part in it... but do thay noe, we really no mood in doing that...///nvm, is ok u find one experiment for me..and we try it out.. but it such a FAILURE...
Haixxx... everyday need to stay back again... tomolo need escape my tuition class le [for setup our experimnt and write all the procedure thing]... how am i gonna face my semester exam?? help me la... add maths tuition sure start our new topic le.. and physics will still continue on pulley and calculating.. everytime i sure miss new thing that teacher teach... if let my mum noe, she will be sad.. cos she paying hundred twenty each month but i just kept escape... really dono how leh.. today still got library interview but i still can't go... as a group leader, i need to make sure that my experiment really go well.. and i just let this good chance go like that... but luckily, i not really ambil hati in the post thing... no post also nvm.. asalkan i still can helping teacher and the school.. i really happy to became a librarian... but if really need to say contribute, im not as good as Yung Wei... hahahahaxx... this morning, she was ask to help Mr. Wong Hao Ming to clean the plants.. seniors also helping.. and she even bite by ants... wakakakaka.. *eveil laugh* she really ke lian and need to escape two period de Chemis class... but this wat call CONTRIBUTE!!
btw, add maths homework also killing us.. TWO WEEKS time, we need to pass up our workbook ex. for Chapter 3, 4 and 5... ah, Mdm Ling still say i din pass up my Chapter 2.. i already pass up le.. but u haven't give back me.. ;( shuan le, i gtg liao... my bm karangan still halfway too... bye...
Me,
yInG JyE
i thought we are friends? but something bad happen right? and it's serious... i dono y u don't want tell me... but at least let me noe whether u can settle it by own or not.. only this also cannot? i really dono why? i dun want to ask u directly... cos u sure will say nothing and comfort me back... i don't need ur comfort!!!!!!! but u the one need... if u really don't want to let me noe.. then , FINE!!!!
---[dun care everything that i write
up there, i just try to release something inside my heart]---
im getting lazier everyday.. haixxx,
dono y ah.. no mood!!!
haven't tell my mum bout VAD camp!!
haixx.. if she noe, she sure don't want i go de..
but how, i want go.. name also write liao...
don't care le, tell her next weeek..!!! ;p
[ma, hope u don't mind hor... hehexx...xD]
now still got a lot of homework
beside me.. but i really lazy to do leh.. my karangan write till halfway nia..
still got many ah... sometimes i really hate myself.. promise mum need study
hard le, but still thinking of playing everyday... haixxxxx... tuition homework
also haven't done yet!!!
ah!!! not only homework leh, still
got exhibition thing.. our group de experiment haven't settle yet leh.. the
stupid changing thing really a FAILURE!!! now i still keep on searhing.. but all
interesting and good de experiment already taken by teacher.. all left is
dangerous de.. HOW!!!
shuan liao!! btw, i gtg liao..
bye..
ME,
yINg JYe