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Navis are on the left, you know what to do. Hate me, scram. Love me, stay. Simple as that ;)
Leave a tag before you fly off, thx.


DEAR DIARY:
Sunday, July 27, 2008

i dono y la.. but u say de, if got problem then
just say out.. it wont make our friendship worst...

but after i told u that day, we like din talk
anymore.. we just talk bout school thing.. y?

u say de leh, it won't change anything but
mengeratkan lagi.. but how come become like this..

p/s::: i think u noe
de la.. i really think tat we go back to that time again.. 'cold war'.. is
it?




DEAR DIARY:
Saturday, July 26, 2008

it's true, im not having any true friends..
nobody noe i angry.. if i angry, u all think i close my heart again..
i happy, u all thought that is 'li suo dang ran de'..
i open my heart le, but u all think that it's open 24 hour, like u want come then i sure welcome u..
ever thought of how i feel?
but when i close it, u all blame me..
my heart not seven eleven!!! im not open 24 hour..
don't anggap i open it always for u all.. not ALWAYS...
dun come in when u want..
leave whenever u like..
it's not 24 hours..
y ignore when i talk to u all..
i hate 'WATEVER'..
i hate 'SO'..
dun always care for others..
ME TOO!!!
im EXIST, not INVISIBLE!!!!!
im ALIVE, not DEATH!!!!!
i talk to you, u IGNORE IT?
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!
AGAIN : im not 7-11.. IM NOT!!!
me,
ChOnG zAi zAI


DEAR DIARY:

"Underdog"
[1st Verse]
She's an underdog
Lives next door to me
She's always heard you won't amount to anything
And it kills me to watch the agony beyond her eyes
Tragic the way people pass her by
But now I realize
[Chorus]
That everyone sees her
But nobody knows her
She screams in her pillow
For a better tomorrow
She hates it
But she takes it
Watch out for that girl
One day she may change the world
[2nd Verse]
She's original
Never trying to fit in
She's got a way to always go
Against the grain
Oh yea!
Someday they'll see how beautiful she really is
I know that last will be the first
The tables gonna turn cause...
[Chorus]
That everyone sees her
But nobody knows her
She screams in her pillow
For a better tomorrow
She hates it
But she fakes it
Watch out for that girl
One day she may change the world
[Bridge]
Maybe she'll be in a movie
Maybe she'll be in a song
Better pay her some attention
Before she's gone
[Additional Lyrics]
She's an underdog
Yea
She means the world to me
Yea
[Chorus]
Everyone sees her
But nobody knows her
She screams in her pillow
For a better tomorrow
She hates it
But she makes it
Watch out for that girl
One day she may change the world
[Chorus]
Everyone sees her
But nobody knows her
She screams in her pillow
For a better tomorrow
She hates it
But she makes it
Watch out for that girl
One day she may change the world


DEAR DIARY:
Friday, July 11, 2008



For this coming months and also previous de, gone through a lot.. but mostly is 'FRIENDSHIP'.. i thought i very understand wat 'FRIENDSHIP' stand for, however im NOT.. im just too stupid to understand it... once i try to understand it, i hurt more... making myself full of pain... If i din try it, there'll be jurang between us.. deeper and deeper..

I noe, it's time to give up some le.. everything dun take it too much, do ur part only.. don't do more than ur responsibility work.. no one appreciate it.. NO ONE!!! what for i do more? ppl forget good thing that u do, but once u did wrong.. they remember whole life.. i've been believe this for many times le... somehow when i do my thing, i will forget bout wat i believe in...

SO, it's really time to give up some.. just let it be.. i think i will be more happier.. =)

p/s: I dono wat im writing too.. just got a lot of thing want to say out.. tell my parents they don't understand.. FRIENDS? they got thing that they need to busy with.. when i told them, they give me a weird look.. FINE LOH!! solve myself larh.. =(




DEAR DIARY:
Friday, July 4, 2008

I HATE U MORE THAN BEFORE..
U R SO FAKE!!
YOU R LIKE A B-I-T-C-H!!!


DEAR DIARY:
Thursday, July 3, 2008

Finally, he come back le.. but he not happy... his boss want he continue working but he reject le... then back here, he worry he can't earn enough money.. i heard my aunt say, he quarrel with *someone* this morning... but he pretend nothing happen in front of me.. im not stupid, k? i noe wat happening... i don't want talk much about this.. :X

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