Now, i really noe dat blog is so good liao.... i can say out anything that i don't dare to say out in front of my family..... Since seven years ago (this year also counted), i come back from Brunei... i stay with my grandma and my uncle with his family.... For me, my aunty is good... but i really can't stand how she treat me and my sis sometimes..... I scared if i din say it out, i will '崩溃'... My uncle and my aunt got three children.... all of them younger than me, so sometimes i will let them... My aunty just bought a new notebook (computer) today, i can feel that, she like showing off in front of me... OKAY, seriously i really jealous.... cause i think that if i really live with my parents only, they also can buy me one.... But they din and i can't blame them, cause now... the house we live is under my mum and my uncle name.... so my mum need to pay half for it, everything.... Bill, food, even new furniture also my mum buy.... i really hate them sometimes.... but my mum always say.... just because we are family...so she help.... one more thing, i really angry is transport problem.... the car my aunt using now is my mum buy de.... but when everytime i ask her to bring me home, she will say..'wait for ur bus sekolah'!!!!!!!! I heard many time liao, and i getting bored with the answer she give me every time... Sometimes i complain to my mum, but my mum just say, WAIT...!!!!! ALSO!!!!! OK, not only me.... even my sis, my sis has been choose to join a running competition represent the school, and she need to stay at school at every mon, wed and fri.... my aunt doesn't really want to fetch her.... the reason she give is PETROL IS GETTING EXPENSIVE!!!!! OKAY, i just keep quiet.... Now, i only thing to do is wait for bus sekolah... although need to wait till 6.00 p.m..... I din say anything and i also din tell my mum i will stay until so late at school.... Just now she came and naikkan my angin AGAIN!!!! My room got two finger nail cutter, one is mine and one is my grandma de..... She suddenly say.... 'y my finger nail cutter u also want to take....' I really get ANGRY when i heard she say like dat.... and i shout back her.... 'one is mine and one is grandma de, dun be wu liao... i din take ur thing' OMG... How can she say like this, her thing missing is because of her little stupid son.... Every time she use finish one thing, she won't put back... and when missing she will ask who take.... Who want her thing, even her thing she need also need to borrow from me... Like sellotape, she just use my thing and missing it.... I really dono how to say liao..... I can't stand anymore ... Just now when I'm ironing, feel like want to cry but can't cry out.... ARGH!!!
i HATE U ALL!!!!! I'M JUST LIKE AN OUTSIDER, LEAVE ME ALONE IF U DON'T REALLY WANT TO LOOK AFTER ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OK, stop le... i don't want say it liao.... NOW, is my disappointed mood!!!! Just now just finish watching 'A Million Star' a.k.a 超级星光帮... one person get kicked out again, left seven.... the one they kicked out de, i really sad la.... He is the youngest among them.... Is not his fault, everyone noe, teenage boy will change sound at around age 13 till 15... he just 13 years old, so is difficult for him to sing at this time cause is not easy to sing a low pitch song or even high pitch... he can't pull up till so high.... so, maybe they are right.... if he continue sing, his throat will get hurt... so they let him out as to protect him.... OK, i accept.... just a lil bit disappointed.... hope can see u on next season de 超级星光帮!!!! Gambateh, Kevin Xie.... 谢震廷。。。。加油～
mE,
yInG JyE
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